Hi,My name is Nicole. I Just turn 30yrs. old last week and I feel completely lost. I was in a 8year abusive relationship. I just got out of it.I have 3 girls. 2 disable. one with cerebral palsy. But I was left with nothing. He and his parents have money. and hes been taking me to court for custody. I feel like hes winning because I don't have a car and my youngest daughter who needs therapy weekly. goes with him. I cant always find a ride. and I'm left not knowing everything that was done that week. I was left with nothing! because I WAS A STAY AT HOME MOM. while many secrets were being kept. I had a nice safe car that got towed illegally, but i was unable to get it out do to financial issues. it was worth 4500 an Audi! but it ended up being auction off. and I haven't gone to court for it. if I beat the case which I should do to in was on my property. I can counter suit the state but that can take years. now ever since that. I've lost my job. I can barley make ends meet. I didn't realize how important my car was until now. it's what held my family together. I feel like I'm in limbo right now and loosing more and more as time goes on. and i feel like I can only ask for favors so many times before I loose my friends. I just want my life back. my daughter stays with my mom because I cant get her to her doctor appointments. I wake up everyday crying and feeling completely helpless. not to mention my dad just past away! and my family are poor as well. I use to waitress and went to school for Real Estate. but never finish due to everything that happen. Now my front teeth have rotten and i feel like I cant get a Job because of it. I'm not my self anymore. Everyone who meets me tells me how beautiful I am why don't I smile. well that's why. I use to have this aura about me and always laughed and made everyone laugh around me. now I feel like I've lost myself completely.I feel like it's took over my life completely. it's consumed my thoughts. I wake up in pain everyday. I CANT EAT ANYTHING with out it hurting or worried my teeth are going to break more because there so rotten. the back of my front teeth have holes in them ans the front. my vampire tooth just broke in half and all my teeth before that are gone. on both sides as well as my bottom teeth. i lost control of my life because of it. ya I know sounds dramatic but it's true. My family thinks other stuff is going on in my life. or I'm lazy or weak. but they just don't understand. I'm begging someone anyone. I can pay back monthly. please! I just want to be a independent single mom! I want a fighting chance! you only live once. and I want my daughters to be with there mom! there's so much more! I don't want anything for free. but i do need help! Car, dental work. any help is better then none! i promise to return the favor someday! Please help me and my beautiful baby girls!
